This photo came up in my memories from one year ago!
If you only knew how much God has been teaching me, molding me, and moving in me to trust Him more with more! He has been peeling back each layer of my life and asking me to trust Him with it. Showing me places I thought I trusted Him with but truly didn’t know how to trust or love the way He designed me to.
This time last year we had just found out that our number four wasn’t developing or growing and that I had suffered a miscarriage! It was one of the hardest things I have had to endure! Through the pain and heartache, I felt my Heavenly Father with me all the way and in a beautiful new way! Sometimes that meant carrying me and the entire time telling me to trust Him and to find true rest in Him! It was through the miscarriage, I realized how much worth I put into being a “good mom and wife” and how I wasn’t truly trusting God with it all. My foundation was built on what I could do to prove my love and worth to others! Y’all God is so good and can turn anything you are going through into beauty and blessings!
Yes, the miscarriage hurt and still does at times! But God!!
Through this….
I have so much faith in my Father and His plans for me!
I am trusting Him with it all on another level!!!
I have the joy of the lord and He won’t ever leave or let go!!!
My foundation is firm in Him and His truths!
He is shaping me and molding me in His image and likeness with that glorious inner work!
God is so good and continues to show me more of who He is and who I am in Him! He has turned my ashes into beauty and He isn’t finished!! He is still moving in and through me with a love so deep!! He is still showing me places in my heart that I need to give to Him!
As I look back at this passage from Luke 8, I couldn’t help but notice verse 47
God is in every detail and a year later I see it so clearly now! I needed a touch from my Papa and I have been healed in Jesus’ mighty name from so much pain, hurt, and baggage I was carrying!!! I’m still a work in progress but I know the source on another level, an intimate level!
He wants that for you too! If you find yourself in a place of hurting and asking why…turn it over to God, he is beckoning for you, His beloved daughter! He wants to show You love and trust on another level! If you need prayers please reach out.
Heavenly Father, we are so grateful, for You delight in every detail of our lives. You are over it all and You have plans for us! Plans for a future and hope. Thank You, Papa, for you handpicked us, You are so gentle with us, and You are establishing us in You! We invite you in today. Come in our hearts and do what only You can. Search our hearts (even the things we hide from ourselves) help us to turn to You with it all! We need a touch, Father.
We thank You for the work You are doing in us so You can work through us. Keep our eyes on You and what is good! Help us to lean into You and deepen our roots through whatever is going on in our lives today. Father, speak to our hearts and guard them with Your truths. Give us grace to trust You more. Thank You for being so patient with us and moving with a love so deep to heal us as only You can. Father, give us the courage and the strength found in You alone to make it through. Reveal the beauty to us and give us hope that is found in you alone. We trust You, papa, come and do what You do. We praise You and give YOu all the glory. In Jesus mighty name amen.
Luke 8:47 When the woman realized that she couldn’t remain hidden, she knelt trembling before him. In front of all the people, she blurted out her story—why she touched him and how at that same moment she was healed.
Luke 8: 50 Jesus overheard and said, “Don’t be upset. Just trust me and everything will be all right.”
Psalm 37:23 The Lord directs the steps of the godly. He delights in every detail of their lives.
Jeremiah 29:11 For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the Lord, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.